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lately. well at least the last couple of days. right around 3 pm. i feel like i have hit a wall. my eyes get so heavy. i get this wave of tiredness. do you know that wave? where your body just feels limp. like if you laid still for two seconds. you might not wake up in time to leave work by 5. this is usually the feeling when i am sick. big indicator. to when i need to say goodbye to my coworkers. to then jump into my pjs and sleep the rest of the afternoon. instead. today i received an email about cupcakes down in the cafe. for a coworkers bday. this perked me up for about 5 mins. then i went back into sleepy. and grumpy mode.

it may be from my non-stop weekend for lemonades wedding. yes. hard to believe it has already come and gone. i can remember our days in college when we would detail out her wedding. granted there was another gentleman involved at that time. and the location was of course over the top. that was when we knew little of the term budget. i mean wasnt all money in college 'fun money'. but now she has met her soul mate and they had a lovely little ceremony in kc. there were a lot of activities. but when reflecting on the weekend on monday morning. while dreading the fact i had to a) get up. b) be a responsible adult. and c) actually go to work that day. i thought how it felt like long vacation at the same time. it was spent with the bestest of friends. families that although we may not be related, they feel like family. all surrounded by a joyous celebration of love. and that my friends might be one of the only times i will sound so chipper. wow. what happened to me. one of the highlights, besides brother bringing hand held instruments to add to the dance party. was when my father fast danced with a group of girls to rhianna. i accused him of watching too much mtv again. but it was very apparent where i get my moves. shizam.

kickball team #1. the one with the at bat songs. is almost over. one more regular season game. then its tourney time. kickball team #2. the competitive one. we are doing good. playing well. but just have had a hard schedule so far. the last two games i have been pitcher. its been a challenge. but i love it. except when i have a sore arm. when it hurts to drive and shift gears.

i am watching a dog at my place this week. little bear. no his name is really: bear. and he is little. i havent done this since the threatening notes. from the little 'see you next tuesday' below me. she has since moved out. i made friends with the new girl below me. and she is cool with it. besides bear is very quiet. doesnt bark. no noises when he runs. he just likes to lay with me. and look out the french doors. i just hope judy doesnt find out.